It seems to me that you've lied to me all the while. Fucker. I can't believe you lied to me for over 3 months. For over 3 months, I didn't know the truth. Fuck you to hell man. _|_ You wasted 5 fucking months of my life. And I will not let you waste anymore of my time. I'm fed up of the way I am. I'm sick of the way you forced me to be. I think its time I just did things according to my mind.

But I swear, I don't know how to.
I'm too weak. ):
(maybe you didn't lie?)