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| Thursday, April 29, 2010
Love.
you're my whole entire world. Leave a comment - 0 Comments
Posted by STEFHANIE. @ 3:54 PM
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I had a dream during MT P2.
and then I couldn't finish the paper. (N) "I'm Being Chased!" Chase dreams are one of several common dream themes, stemming from feelings of anxiety in your waking life. Flee and flight is an instinctive response to a physical threat in the environment. In these dreams, the scenario features you being pursued by an attacker, an animal, a monster or an unknown figure, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. Consequently, you run, you hide or you try to outwit your pursuer. Your actions in the dream parallel how you would respond to pressure and cope with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, your dream indicates that you have a tendency to run away and avoid the issue. Ask yourself who is chasing you, so that you can gain an understanding and insight of the source of your fears and anxieties. The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent an aspect of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can manifest itself as the threatening figure. Or the shadowy figure can also symbolize rejected characteristics of your self. You may be projecting these feelings onto the unknown chaser. Next time you a dream of being chased, turn around and confront your pursuer. Ask them why they are chasing you. Perhaps you are running away from something. What are you trying to run from? If you are the one doing the chasing, then the dream may highlight your drive and ambition to go after something you want. Or perhaps the dream suggests that you are falling behind and having to catch up with everyone else. Consider the distance or gap between you and your pursuer. This indicates your closeness to the issue. If the pursuer is gaining on you, then it suggests that the problem is not going to go away. The problem will surround you until you confront and address it. However, if you are able to widen the gap between your pursuer, then you are able to successful distance yourself from the problem. In essence, the problem is fading away. A more direct analysis of chase dreams is the fear of being attacked. Such dreams are more common among women than men, who may feel physically vulnerable in the urban environment. These dreams are often brought about by the media, who magnifies fears of violence and sexual assault. Zombie To dream that you are attacked by zombies, indicates that you are feeling overwhelmed by forces beyond your control. You are under tremendous stress in your waking life. Blood To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. If you see the word "blood" written in your dream, then it may refer to some situation in your life that is permanent and cannot be changed. If something else is written in blood, then it represents the energy you have put into a project. You have invested so much effort into something that you are not willing to give it up. To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you. Women often dream of blood or of someone bleeding, shortly before or during their periods or while they are pregnant. If you dream that you are giving or donating blood, then it suggests that you are feeling physically drained due to stress. To dream that others are bleeding, signifies an emotional cry for help. Door To dream that you are locking doors, suggests that you are closing yourself off from others. You are hesitant in letting others in and revealing your feelings. It is indicative of some fear and low self-worth. If someone slams the door in your face, indicates that you are feeling shut out or some activity or that you are being ignored. Great, thanks a lot dear midyear exams. I can even DREAM during a exam. :/ Wasn't in a very happy mood cause of the dream. That dream made me damn scared + sad. I don't know why, super traumatized. -.- Anyway, met up with my boyf, and that cheered me up. (: bumped into jianhong and his girlf shortly after. And we took 852 together. Then jianhong taxi-ed me to his mrt station. I need to study for SS later. D: and lastly.  I miss you. Leave a comment - 0 Comments
Posted by STEFHANIE. @ 6:52 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
His mother is a stalker. :/
We were at long john's at yishun. And suddenly, at the glass window, guess who? We see his mother. -.- Ugh. Super duper stalker right? I was like studying so intently uh. (: Oh. And he claims my mum is more stalkerish cause she views his facebook profile once in a while. Anyway, PE.     Hah, yeah. My phone camera (N) They played floor ball, if I'm not wrong. (: I don't like playing PE. So yeah. I have to go grab dinner, bathe, then head out to meet song again to study. Ugh. Stress man. )': I have to go for that incentive trip with Ted. I have to. I have to. Mrs Tan was surprised that I'm aiming for 6 points. -.- During dc, she lectured me. Probably trying to make me take studies more seriously. And when I told her that I think I can get good grades, she immediately said "alright, then I won't disturb you (:" And she walked off. -.- Yeah, sorry, my posts are so boring these days cause I got no time to blog. I'm doing this for you. ♥ Leave a comment - 0 Comments
Posted by STEFHANIE. @ 6:33 PM
Studied with ws, stressed. )':
I don't like Mrs Ong. She took my lunch box. She forced me to do 2hrs dc. She is bad. BAD. (: Oh, but she returned it after dc. How pathetic. Today, my attire was alright. She want to come to class and like praise me. But unluckily, I was eating in class. Ugh. So unlucky. Of ALL the days to be caught and of ALL the people to catch me. It had to be TODAY. It had to be by Mrs ONGGG. -.- nice.                 I studied a lot today. (: Leave a comment - 0 Comments
Posted by STEFHANIE. @ 12:27 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Stayed home almost the whole day.
I met emily for awhile to collect something.      I look really different in these pictures. Idk why. :/ dearest, you're missed. ♥ #1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away. #2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside. #3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers. #4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her. #5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her. #6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go. #7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her. #8 When she ignores you, give her your attention. #9 When she pulls away, pull her back. #10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful. #11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word. #12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind. #13 When she's scared, protect her. #14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her. #15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night. #16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh. #17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay. #18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth. #19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand. #20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers. #21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh. #22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold. #23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does. #24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything. #25 Don't let her have the last word. #26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better. #27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you. #28 Argue that she is the best girl ever. #29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go. #30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it. #31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her. #32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up. #33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you. #34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends. #35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick. #36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. #37 Let her into your world. #38 Let her wear your clothes. #39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her #40 Let her know she's important. #41 Kiss her in the pouring rain. #42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?" #43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too. We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find. ♥ Leave a comment - 0 Comments
Posted by STEFHANIE. @ 9:58 PM
Batman returns.
Our story has no end. ♥         Studied Emaths with Song just now. I reached home around 11.30pm like that. and some stuffs I saw while bloghopping.  A Silent Love. From the very beginning, the girl's family strongly objected her relationship with this guy. Saying that his family background isn't good & that she would have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not very good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seemed to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She did not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she did not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled. Love transcends everything, including the one gift we take so often for granted, speech. A touching story with a tear-jerking ending which shows true love is patient and will be a shining light in moments of despair.Leave a comment - 0 Comments
Posted by STEFHANIE. @ 1:11 AM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Spent all of my next week's $$.
I just updated yesterday's blog post. (: pokeye now. -.- spent all my cash on the 2 items that I lost ytd, cause it wasn't mine AND, I bought something for someone. Its a bigggg surprise! Shhh, don't tell him uh. I think he already knows. -.- Anyway, I was with song, and will be meeting him again later to study (:  Lunch at Japanese foodcourt over at North Point.   I used to have a big Tigger, I miss him. ):  Zainul's happy family. (:   Popular's food bank. This was supposedly abalone porridge with broccoli. -.-  Minitoon's food magnet. It looked damn real. Too bad it smelt so much like pvc and so little like food.  Paste Ivan's picture here. (Y).    Sakae Sushi looks damn cool from the top view! Goodbye. (: Leave a comment - 0 Comments
Posted by STEFHANIE. @ 6:57 PM
You're my brightest sunshine.♥
Csc with the girls plus honey.
           
Might find time to blog. NEXT TIME.
I'm bloody tired now. Plus, I need wake up at 6.30 for chem remedial.
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edited the next day.
I was called up onto stage in the morning. Ugh. Emilia twin called me to ask why uh. Mrs Ong like caught my attire. Hair, not tied up. Top button, unbuttoned. Tie, not pulled up. Shirt, had string. Skirt, too short (I swear I didn't fold it). Socks, can't be seen. Nails, painted. She gave me 3 hours dc uh. Faints. Well, she wanted me to remove my nail polish. And, JUST MY LUCK, angbeelee walked past. She grabbed my hand, stared at my nails and said "Don't give her the nail polish remover, since she wants to be so vain, let her use a ruler to remove." Awesome eh. She doesn't like me ever since I got together with Huhan when I was like, what, SEC 1. I swear, I would have appreciated the nail polish remover. Cause metal rulers just don't click well with removing nail polish. I think I scraped out nearing all of my nail. NAIL, as in NAIL, not nail polish. -.- Luckylucky, I borrowed ted's mum's remover after that. (:
There was mother tongue remedial, I just did nothing throughout the lesson. I mean, yeah, I did write down some occasional chinese words. But that was only when Xuwei looks as though she's gonna murder me. That teacher really has something against me. I guess because I usually sleep in her lessons, even during class tests. But CHINESE is really a great big fat bore. Seriously, how am I supposed to study for chinese. -.- Aw well, talked to Mandy awhile. Yesyes, Mandy, the movie ended already. (inside joke?) -.-
Straight after the remedial, I headed out to search for my boyfriend. Usually, his remedial ends later than mine, cause of that carmen mok. :/ I was wondering, why they always go comp lab for chinese lessons ah?
Had lunch at his house, (Y).
and then we taxied to meet the girls. (:
Played a bit of arcade and then pool. Shit, I need to play more w song uh, my aiming suddenly become like omgwtfknsxzxs. Boyfriend was awesome. :D We played doubles against Huiyi and Cecilia. (: And we won, thanks to him uh.
Anyway, I skipped church and met up with song for Avatar at his house w his vv.hot tempered brother. Avatar was like super duper awesome. Haha, I didn't watch it in the theatres when it was first screened uh. Haha, a bit outdated yeah? Chels told me to get some dvd or something. Rented it on miotv. (Y)
Anyway, just a few days when I was with honey at westmall, we walked past a television that was screening REN XIAO LE from Autumn's Concerto. I suddenly realized how much I missed that show. I feel like watching the whole series all over again. Was super nice. And, Van Ness Wu Jian Hao is a PLUSSSS. (Y)
Liang/Ren Xiao Le 梁曉樂.
The super duper cute guy. (:
Van Ness Wu Jian Hao.
(I posted this some time back in tumblr.)
Unlucky day, lost 2 items. -.-
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