Sad now. Again.

I can't stand myself.
I get sad for barely nothing.
I get sad because I'm alone.
Which is almost always.

Todays emaths (Y), phys (N).

Emily came over my house today. We had a little clothes game. Dug out clothes for each other to wear. <: Took like forever. Then went off to church. At first, I felt fine. Cause Chels Joel and Sean was there and all. But boom, once they left, I felt like shit. And I don't really know why. Its this empty feeling. Like, it feels as though something is missing. I hate this feeling.

Dearest, I miss you so badly.